Wow...speechless.

Very few times ever in my life can I remember being rendered speechless. It just doesn't really happen. I am an expressor, one that can rationally talk thru just about anything you can throw at me. Silient at times while I process...yes but speechless, nope! Until today I was overtaken with deep emotion and rendered speechless. What an amazing feeling! Mike has that effect on me. He says the most amazing things to me. He sparks these feelings of sheer exhilaration deep inside my soul. Slowly day after day I become more and more believing and understanding of true, unconditional, deep, honest love. And it leaves me in a euphoric state of mind. Has me wondering if I am dreaming, yet hoping that it's not a dream I have to some day wake up from. I love it all way to much to have to wake up! As I wonder about that I find the optimistic me wail up and scream! "This is soooo real, no dreaming!" This is what you've waited so so many years for. Someone had a hand in it long before we ever knew! And now it's finally mine...and that leaves me speechless! He leaves me speechless....awww!